School Start ! Happy or Sad ?

So i'm taking a break from all the damn researching & revising for school.. & Decided to BLOG :D 

So.. SCHOOL STARTED. It was a Mixture of both Happy & Sad feels ...

I am superrrr Glad that i don't really have to work my Admin Job anymore PLUS

i sort of enjoy the lessons with my classmates haha :D They are a great bunch of peepz.

HOWEVER, studying sucks ah.. boring & tiring D: Feel so mentally worn out these few days..

Things won't be getting any easier & simpler but i pray that God will Guide me through :D 

SPEAKING of school stuff,

I AM SO GLAD THAT I GOT INTO PLAYBACK THEATRE NOW.

I was really afraid & unsure what to expect from the CDS i got.. but i'm really glad i'm enjoying 

it so much ! All the acting & just drama.. Even though i don't have drama background and all.. it's still 

rather fun haha :D

Quote of the day ~ "Fear makes you really Friendly, however isit really you?"

I somehow was deep in thought when i noticed.. Sometimes my smiles and the really happy me i portray

to people.. Its FAKE. Yeah.. Faking a smiles is easier than explaining what happens or even worrying others. But, it shows that im really afraid. I'm afraid of people not accepting me as a guy who has his moments? Its a normal thing to have ups & downs.. So why am i even afraid.. I fear..

Do you realise, the first day or two you meet someone.. You tend to show a friendly side of yourself.. 

Why?

Because we fear that people will judge the REAL YOU. Its in the nature of humans to judge someone just by looking at them, what more when you show the ugly side of you? That is why the sad, crazy & ranting moments are always shared with the people who you consider CLOSE FRIENDS. 

Anyway its just me & my thoughts. You may have your own opinion to it :D But this is what is see & what i noticed :D YAY im maintaining my blog (sorta) SEE YA GUYS SOON 

Signing Off, 

RachoLIKABOSS